sarahdangerrr

cause i know no one cares.

but anyways. i'm probably just gonna delete this.
the internet has ruined my life anyways.

i'm probably just going to keep it to comment bands and stuff.
but whatever. that's why i got it anyways.

an update on my life:

i'm sick an tired of it. :/

sucks balls i would say! :]

so many things could be much better.

shawn could still be alive for one.

and then a week and a half after that happens, my brothers friend died.

and then i'm getting fucked out of choir.

 

what the fuck?! so all i did was try to help my incompitent choir teacher out and then he fucking has to give me shit, which would make me mad and say something i don't mean, not only THAT. he completely exaggurated.

 

ohhh. haha. and the funny thing is, he expects me to believe he wasn't talking shit about me to my OWN FUCKING MOTHER. how awesome is that?

 

so i'm out of choir. but no worries. my friends are backing me up cause they're the shit. and we're going to get that shitty ass teacher in trouble by writing notes about him and giving it to the vice principal.

 

i'm so happy we're going to get that closeminded, ignorent, insolent, mean, sexist, scenile, tonedeaf, UGLY bastard in trouble.<3

 

yeah, i know, i'm very cynical. and i'm PROUD of it!

 

i'd say the only highlights to this year is well, i had a fun time at the artist vs poet show, and the fact that we're going to get my soon to be ex-choir teacher in trouble for his actions! boy, i'm glad i actually have some power at UCHS, though MHS is better..

was utterly amazing.

i loved every minute of it.


it sucked that it took forever to get to the place cause the bus took FOREVER.

and the ride almost made me car sick, or, "bus sick"

the dude from teen hearts talked to us and i hugged him.

he told us artist vs poet got lost or they got their bags checked by border patrol[they came from AZ]

we walked around for a little bit and nicole and michaela would NOT shut up about "i remember when pants weren't invented"

they finally showed up and i gasped when i saw them walk up the stairs.


i waved hi to them and they didn't even look, and then i was like "fiiine" and tarcy was like "OH!" and he ran out and hugged us.


he remembered us, shiiiiit. that was amazing.


we found a little baby t-shirt that said "university of california san diego" on and tarcy walked out and i'm like "hey tarcy, won't this look good on you?" and he grabbed it and was like YEAHHH!

soooooo. then we went inside to wait in line, even though we were first to get there we didn't stay in line so there were like 3 people in front of us, but who cares.


and then joe came over and i asked him if they were going first [cause the list said they were]but he said they were second.


and then we got in and we watched teen hearts and they were amazzzing.

i'd only listened to like 4 of their songs once so i didn't really know what to expect, but they blew our minds, and the lead singer is reallllly touchy feely with people... especially nicole and i for some reason.


and then artist vs poet went on stage and before they started we sorta talked to joe and jason. all i said is "jason you're amazing" and jason was like thannnnnksss.

and then Joe K. talked to me for a little bit. i told him me and milton[their sheep]and i were going to get drunk tonight. and he's all "oh well, he's a real light weight he only weighs like 2 pounds" and i asked tarcy "what about enter the collector?" and he started laughing and he all "ahhh, those were the good ol' days!" i'd been planning on saying something to him and that was just the reaction i wanted. haha.


and when they played i nearly died cause i was right in front of joe k and he mouthed to words to the song that was playing to me. it sucks that i wasn't that close to tarcy cause this box thing was in the way so he didn't even really come to my side. oh well. poor jason's strap broke off so he had to sit down for half the set.


and then after they played i asked jason for a pick and he's all "you want the strap?" of course i was all for that, that's way better than a pick.


so when they stopped playing we went back and said hi to tarcy, he high fived me. and i was joking with joe w about the jonas brothers and how bands with actual talent is where it's at.


we got some pictures and stuff. and joe k walked by and walked down the hall thingy and i yelled "GODDAMNIT KIRKLAND" and he actually heard me. he walked back in and was all "who said that?" and he pointed at nicole and i walked around her and i said "it was me" we had a nice little chat about how he gets that all the time. i was like oh my god, haha.

he's so nice, and sexy. hahaa.


after we had to leave we were emesely sad cause we didn't get to say goodbye to them. and ultra violet sound saw us leaving and they were all "aww, are you guys leaving?" i felt sooo bad.

we walked away from the building but then i noticed that the doors of their van were open so i said to go over there and see if they're there.


they were there and we hung out with them for a while until they told us they wanted to go back inside and watch ultra violet sound, i don't blame them.


so we left, and that's the end.

and we're seeing them next month so yayy. haha.

here i go again, leaving all of my problems to panic at the disco to fix, they never let me down when it comes to that.

but i can't stop feeling like shit right now.

 

so, i'm usually the sort of person who complains if her ice cream is too cold, but now this is serious.

last night Shawn came over, fixed the car, told us what he was going to do to celebrate the new year, i didn't even say goodbye, i just walked into my room and sat on my ass and watched youtube videos.

i expected to see him the next day and say hello to him..

i remember when i was a little girl and he lived across the street from me. and when me and my brother were too young to stay home alone he babysat us once and it was amazing, he played hide and go seak with us and scared the shit out of us when he'd jump out of wherever he hid from.

and a few months ago me and Krissi played hide and seek with him and eventually Adam jioned in, i remember how it started off, he flashed a flashlight at us while we were in my room and it freaked us out and them i'm like "oh it's just Shawn. haha." and then we started playing hide and seek. of course we couldn't ever find him until he threw something at us or scared the shit out of us.

and he'd randomly come over with his dog and he'd play with them and my dad would watch surviver with him whenever his wife would let him. he also would help us out with construction on the house and with our cars.

i cannot believe he's gone. he was my dad's best friend, i've known him since i was seven or even younger than that. he was such a cool guy. if it weren't for him i'd probably still be a little cry baby like i was in seventh grade. and i can't even begin to think how his wife and little daughter are right now. if i'm bawling my eyes out at this very moment and writing about him, i can't possibly imagine them. and how bad my dad feels. i know it may not look like he's that badly effected by it, but i know how he's hurting and he probably can't hold it in any longer. "it feels like a bad dream" that is exactly what he said to me and my mom before we went to the park today.

i'm gonna miss him so much.

okay so last night was amazing. my week had been such a bad week. but last night made up for it x323423

it started off with me and nicole getting to soma at about 9am. christian got there about an hour later. bailey got there about an hour after that. and we made a new friend michaela. showing up that early wasn't a good idea because no one even showed up until about 3pm... hahaha. oh well.

andrew came out and said "what's up guys" everyone felt akward so i was the only one talking to him. he was tired so he didn't stay long. he went to get coffee and he told us he'd be back when he wasn't tired. i guess he was busy because he didn't come back out after that. that doesn't sound like andrew at all, but he was sick. or he probably thought no one would talk to him again so he didn't do it.

artist vs poet pulled up to the parking lot and tarcy jumped out, i said hi to him and gave him cookies and he loved me for it.
the rain didn't really ruin the fun of staying in line at all. it actually made it way more fun. bailey and i were fighting over a pole. it was great. hahaha.

later artist vs poet came out and passed stickers, i was talking to tarcy and he gave me a BIG hug. everybody was all "they're soo hot!" it was great! XD

about two hours before the show started justin from the morning of came up to us and asked if he could join us in playing UNO. i wasn't playing UNO, but my friends were. we also talked to jessica from the moring of. they're so sweet. i love sweet band members.

i was walking with bailey to go give danger radio their cookies, and i freaked out and half of them fell off the plate... it was really funny but i felt so bad. haha. i couldn't find them so i told artist vs poet to give them to andrew. and they did i asked him later on, and he thought they ate half of them. me and bailey started laughing sooo hard. XD

the show started and misdelphia opened, they were okay, but i really just wanted to watch artist vs poet.

artist vs poet came on and it was amazinggg. tarcy loved me and i knew the words so he grabbed my hand like everytime he'd come to my side. i got a guitar pick from craig! and nicole got a drumstick from joe w.

the morning of was just simply amazing. they're really different too!

when danger radio was setting up i talked to spencer and he remembered me! he was telling me a bunch of random stuff. haha. and i asked him the question "if you could transform into any animal what would it be and why?" he said he'd be an eagle because he's always wanted to fly. haha. he also told me why marvin isn't in the band anymore. it's really sad... and he was telling me how he slept on the floor of his friends house. lol. weird.

danger radio started with party foul which is different because they usually end with it. they never sieze to amaze me. i had so much fun during their set it was GREAT. and andrew grabbed my hand so much with his little hands! he's so cute. i got andy's guitar pick!

so after their set ended we all went back to the lobby and we talked to andrew and took pictures with him. he's the sweetest guy ever, for the third time i met him, he's still sooo sweet. he signed my jacket. we also got pictures and aurtographs from joe k. from artist vs poet. he's so cute and sweet. i swear. haha.

after the show everyone started leaving until it was down to me and nicole.

we went back to meet the rest of the band members. tarcy said "COME HERE" and gave me a nother big hug. they took tour photos and that was an easy was to just go past the border and take pictures. and then the group of band members seperated and tarcy found me and hugged me again. haha.

i talked to nico and i took a picture with him and we had a talk about sleep. i told elan he was cool and he said "no i'm notttt" i love elan. lovelovelovelove. i also took a picture with andy and i told him my feet don't touch the ground either. and i said that short people rock! he asked "are you guys leaving?" in the cutest way. he's so adorable! haha. we were about to leave and the bands were too. tarcy hugged me AGAIN. haha. and he asked if i was going to the show in january, i told him i would for sure but i don't know if i can. i really want to, but it's kinda on a school night so ehh.. i'm gonna see.

after everyone left me and nicole waited at black angus for my brother to pick us up. artist vs poet drove by and they stopped at the stop sign and we waved and they honked at us and one of them-probably tarcy-said "I LOVE YOU!"

that was probably the best night of my life. i'm still shaking from it. haha.

it's time to complain.

i thought if i switched schools it would be better for me.
but not really!
sure there has been no drama with little kids.
but there HAS been drama with TEACHERS.

what the hell?

first i get in trouble for being told to throw away a water bottle.
my math teacher tells me to throw away my water bottle i tell him i need it because i'm dehidrated and have no money to buy another water bottle.
so i get a refurral for "defience"

now it's with my choir teacher.
he thinks he knows what he's doing when he doesn't have the first clue.
i try and help HIM and the choir out by giving him intructions, and he NEVER listens to me.

so yeah, he told my mom that i was a "know it all" and that i'm "bossy"
when all i'm doing is trying to help.

so today i confront him about it.
guess what?
HE FREAKING DENIED THAT HE SAID THAT!
WHY WOULD MY OWN MOTHER LIE TO ME?!

so i talked to him after class and i tried to be calm about it.
but he's telling ME that i "threw" my arms up into the air and said "PLEASE LISTEN TO ME!"
(what he was reffering to happened about a week ago)

when i remember quite clearly that i had my hands in praying possition and i pleaded for him to listen to me.
he said he would. but he never $^%$& did!

so i was still staying calm about it even though i wanted to rip what was left of his hair off of his tomato of a head.
he was going on and on about MY issues with my bipolarness and contol issues and stuff like that.

it wasn't F!@KING about ME, it was about HIM.
i was just trying to help.
and he was talking about be getting out of choir and crap like that.

that made me so mad. i need him to understand what he is doing wrong and how he can fix it without me getting out of choir.

so i ended to conversation with
"if you lose me, you'll lose a pretty damn good voice"

guess what he told my mom, my dad, and MY COUNSELER?!

he told them i said.
"I HAVE THE BEST GOD DAMN VOICE IN CHOIR"

how do those even connect?
i didn't use gods name in vain, nor did i say i was the best.

Maegan Hinton is the best in my opinion.
i heard her do the solo, she's AMAZING.

ohh and to end it all.
i'm getting booted from choir for this.

it's not like i wasn't gonna quit anyways,
but to know that i'm getting kicked out of the ONLY F!@KING THINK I'M GOOD AT.
it hurts really bad.

i cried on anthony's shoulder in PE.
and nicole and danielle watched cause they were with us.

i need this saturday.

i was just thinking of panic at the disco, and their cover of "shout" popped into my head.
man that was a great night.
the cab is muy amazing, what a great opener for panic eh?
yeah! i think so!

but anywho.

the craziest thing happened today.

a freaking JET crashed not even a mile away from my school.
it was INSANE!

me, nicole, anthony, cristian, and quite a few other people saw the whole thing.
i mean, it was just so random.
one second we were talking about god knows what.
the next second we hear what would sound like a gun shot, and then a plane go by with a guy releasing a parachute, and then the plane goes down and BOOM!

no lie, i cannot believe i saw that whole thing!

so we were on lockdown for the rest of the day, damn, that sucked.

i guess we had it better off than most people because out next class was gym, so we weren't stuck in a class room, we were stuck in the nice big gym for the next two hours, yippee! XD

i'm greatly nervous about saturday.
it's coming so quick, i don't have anything prepared, gahh.

i'm probably just gonna give andrew a book and back some brownies for artist vs poet and some brownies AND cookies for danger radio.

this week better be good.
it has been so far because of the whole witnessinga plane crash thing.

haha. i enjoy atreyu. XD

haha. okay.
so i'm like freaking out.

december starts tomorrow!
which is officially the best month of my life.

last december was amazing.
i saw fall out boy front row and met pete a week later! :O

this december i get to see a dull science, which is always amazing.
but it's on main stage this time with stereo summer play the fox and silent armada as the openers!
yippee!

also, danger radio FINALLY.
i'm seeing them open for my american heart, which is gonna be extremely amazing.
and artist vs poet is opening too!
misdelphia is opening for the whole show.
they're gonna do good! :]

and then on december 20th.... FALL OUT BOY FALL OUT BOY FALL OUT BOY!!!!
they're going to the epicentre, which is weird...

but their new cd Folie A Daux is coming out like three days before that.

so yeah.
i'm just majorly looking forward to this month.

it's also christmas month so yay! haha.
this might be the best month of my life.
i dunno yet.

but yayyayayayayayyy!
DANGER RADIO AND FALL OUT BOY!!

ughh. alright. so i have no clue why, but i have a sharp pain on my left side.
but who cares. there is no way it could be serious. blehh.

i also am getting a little sick. damn... :/

my throat is killing me, my ear hurts, my nose is clogged, and to top it off, i have those damn side pains. it hurts.
it's a good thing it's a week break, cause i can't afford to miss any school.

i would love to get my hands on a train ticket to anaheim. i'm thinking my mom would let me go on december 12th if i can find a train that could take me to disney land.
cause chain reaction is 5 minutes away so i can just either walk or take a bus.

but like i said, i am going to see them the next day anyways so it's no big deal.
i just want to go on an adventure because i lack those.

oh well. i hate my math teacher.
i told him on friday that i want to drop his class because he stresses me out with his consant yelling about nothing.
seriously. if you ask him for a pencil he will go insane.
i got detention from him for no reason.
i find that messed up.

ughh. i'm gonna end this blog.
20 days until danger radio! :]]

i'm deciding to post a new journal.
it has been about a week and i feel enpty inside. haha. kidding.

i miss my friends at madison.
not the ones from last year with the exeption of chris and breann, i love them.
i'm talking about the freshman, they mean a lot to me.
i barely ever see them anymore and i'm getting really sad.
i'm probably gonna go to their next home game so maybe they'll go too.

i'm very exited to see danger radio again, for the third time! :D
i miss them soooo much, you don't even know how much i miss them.
it's 34 days away and i'm counting down.
next thing you know it'll be 12 days away.
and i'll be happy, and have presents ready for them!
they're so amazing. :]

i wanna see panic again really bad.
last time i saw them it was sooo much fun.
i nearly died from exitement.

uhhh. i can't think of anything. grrr.
soooo. bye. leave comments! :D

with her fake ID marks her credibility.

hehe. i love quoting lyrics to songs that are stuck in my head as the title.

anyways.

so i have interesting news.
the same thing is happening again that happened on spring break.

i have made it VERY clear that i don't wanna go camping because i have plans that i made months ago.

and now my mom is trying to compromise with me to go camping.
i'm not okay with that.
because first of all i can't stand camping on big breaks.
and second, i have plans to go to metro station and pierce the veil.
i'm not gonna let them take those away from me.
i haven't seen metro station is ages.
and i've never seen pierce the veil. well i have, but now i know their songs.

oh well, whatever, i'm not going. i don't care what they say...

jesus, 45 days until danger radio.
the time is going to go by so slowww.
it's been over three months since i've seen them last and i'm soooo stoked.

i love them with all my heart.
i already have what i am giving andrew.
but i need to think of some things to give the other members.
i'll probably just make them all bracelets or something...

i'm sure they don't care if i don't give them all something special, they're probably used to andrew getting all the goods.

but i will get them candy and bracelets! :D

i'm also thinking of going to the bamboozle left.

i really want to find out who is playing before i make plans to go.
cause you know, i don't want to go all the way to irvine, and not see anyone special.
so there better be someone special. haha.

i guess i better end this.
sooo. leave comments!

oh mann.
i'm listening to powerspace right now.
boy do i miss them, i really want tom to get dome with that stupid Kill Hannah tour, so they can put out the damn EP.

this brings me back to the first time i ever saw them, which was the best night of my life.
i swear to you, but that was mostly because danger radio is so awesome.

speaking of...
i'm seeing danger radio in 48 days.
hopefully it's amazing-er than last time.
i'm gonna be counting down until then.

this also brings me back to how obsessed i was with panic.
haha. the obsessing is starting again.
only it's with danger radio, and not panic.
the funny thing is, i've met danger radio soon to be three times already.
and i haven't even been obsessed with them for that long.
i met panic when i stopped being obsessed.
i guess that sort of thing happens when your favorite band vary from mainstream, to not mainstream at all really. haha.
i like it that way, so shut up.



blahhhh. ew school tomorrow.
i don't know why i even try, i'm gonna fail anyways.
with my forgetting to write stuff in my planner, and not being able to focas when i 'm reading..
but i guess it's better to try than to just forget about it.

mr. castillo is really getting tired of my mouth.
but at least i know when to stop.
and that is when he yells "be quiet!" haha.
yeah. my friend adna got sent outside on friday and she didn't even do anything wrong, nothing at all.

so i was like "what did she do?!"
and he said "she knows..."
and i said "YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW"
and before i could finish my sentense he yelled "BE QUIET"

oh, and when he came near me,-i think it was about three minutes after adna was alowed back in- i put my face into my arms against the table and groaned "UGHHH" really loudly.
and mr. castillo was like "stop eeet"
and everyone started cracking up.
i think everyone thinks i just want attention.
but the truth is, i just can't stand him, and when i don't like someone, as some people know, i express it. hahaha.

alright. so i'm really tired of school.
i'm not up to the whole getting up early EVERY single day thing.
it really isn't good for me considering i can't ever sleep, and i don't know why.
maybe i have that one disese where you can't sleep... i can't remember what it's called.
i'm gonna ask my mom to make me an appointment to see.

i'm probably going to get back over to madison next year.
most likely, more on the side of for sure.
but that still doesn't help because it starts at the same time.

but i'm sooo happy right now.
danger radio is finally coming back to san diego on december 13th.
i got everytihng i wanted from them:
a cold day, soma SIDESTAGE, not headlining, a saturday, and of course, THEM.

i'm gonna get there really early.
like at about 8am or 9am.
why? because i'm devoted.

i'm gonna get andrew a book for chrismas.
and i don't know what i'm gonna give everyone else.
but it's gonna be some good shtuff.
they'll love me, and remember me. ;D

i feel i should end this blog.
so i would like to end it with ever so the cliche "LEAVE COMMENTS!"

baiiiiii!

alright. so friday was the best.

it started out with going to soma right after school.
pretty much right when we got there i went back behind it, where the busses are.
i went without nicole at first.
and i saw danny from we the kings walking by, i didn't want to bother him so i just stood there.
he came back with chick fellet[sp?]
so again, i didn't wanna bug him, so i just asked him the set times. hahaha.
i went back to go get nicole, and we came back to meet people again.
no one really came out exept travis, and danny, and some other girl.
but they got in a car and drove off.
but we waved at them while they drive past us, they waved back of course.
we waited a while for them to come bak, but me and nicole sort of gave up.
we saw the academy is... walking around and some dudes from hey monday came around and we said hi to them.

me and nicole went back in line and waited for the people we were with.
we also went to go get in n out.
that was pretty great. haha.

the people that were hanging out with us finally came back in line when they made the lines seperate and what not.
they all got to meet william beckett and travis before the show.
lucky bitchessss.

we got into the show and it took about an hour for it to start, jesus...
finally, hey monday came out.
and i would just like to say, they were perfect.

carolina liar was awful. i was about to leave.
but i did not! :D
we teh kings took forever to go on, so i was bored, and trying not to get pushed out of my place.
i was in about second row, center.
it was amazing. no one in front knew the words, cause they got early entry for the academy is...'s fan club... gayyyyyy.

we the kings did so freaking amazing.
but my camera died during their set, so i couldn't record it. :/
i would have recorded their cover of "feel good inc" by the gorillaz
that was freaking epic!
i ended up not caring about my camera, because it was amazing anyways.
i got SOME pictures of tavis.
but they aren't really worth showing off.

after that, we went back to the lobby and started talking to people.
we met hey monday. not cassadee though.
jersey is so adorable, i love him! :D

we left the building so we could go back and meet people before everyone else.
we met more of hey monday and i got a hug.

after the show, people started coming out.
and of course, when travis came everyone freaked out.
i stayed calm, because i'm pretty much used to it.
but travis actually talked to me, and took a picture with nicole.

when he was signing other peoples stuff i was randomly singing one of their songs.
and he yelled "whoever was just singing, you have a very pretty voice"
when he came to us again i said it was me and he said "well you have a really pretty voice"
i flipped out in my mind.
and i'm never gonna let it go that travis freaking clark likes my singing voice.

when all that was over, william beckett from TAI came out and he came up to us first, but the people behind us started flipping out, so he went to the other side..
laaaaaaameee.
my dad was calling me and he said he was alread there.
so me and nicole went to the other side of the barracade thingy, then security told everyone to form a line.
since me and nicole had to go, we made it to the fromt of the like no issues.
she took two pictures with him.
the first one he said she was too serious, so he said to take another one with "BIG SMILES"
so they did, and he looked amazinggg.
he gave me a hug, and then we left.

THE END! :D

alright. i think this blog is gonna be a good one.
let's just wait and see how in turns out. :]


okay so. today in english we had a sub....HALELUJIA!!

i think my disrespect twords mr. castillo is finally paying off.
he raised my grade from an F to a D.
and i have not been doing any better.
so my guess is, he is affraid of me.

i was talking to nicole about it after school and this is the conversation that went down:

me: ughh, i think i might be a favorite of mr. castillo, because my grade should not be better.
nicole: no, i think he's just affraid you'll yell.
me: yeah, i think he's scared if he fails me i'll slug him.
nicole: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! true!


this is completely the opoisite of what i thought would happen.
i was hoping he'll get so tired of me he'll switch me to a different english class.
but this is even better.

getting better grades because my teacher thinks i'm going to send him to the emergency room some day.
i love it, it's great.


so i think my friends are sadly mistaken on something.
it's really bugging the hell out of me about what they are saying about a certain someone.
they might be right, but i don't know.
i'm just gonna keep doubting what they are saying until SOMEONE says it themselves to mine or my friends faces.


"lets tear away these faces we hide behind"
omg, scary kids scarking kids is at soma tonight.
i really wanted to go, even though i've been acting like i didn't.
i love them, even though tyson is an ass hole. jake[keys] is amazingly sweet and i'm not gonna lie, he's gorgeous.
but i've already seen them twice, so i guess it doesn't matter.


i'm going to see we the kings tomorrow night.
i haven't seen them since augest 14th.
i'm exited as hell, and yulia had better take me backstage with her.
if she does, i would love her until she's dead.

it's gonna be so much fun anyways.
i love the new decaydance band, hey monday.
and they're opening for them.
i love their album, it's really good, and diverse.
although i think chick singers are becoming a cliche, i think that's what makes them cool.

i hope they come out to meet people, that would be so amazing, cause i've only met travis, and waved hi to hunter.
hunter seems like the nicest one to me.
i'll just wait and see.

well. i'm gonna go.
byeee,

ps. thank you guys for your kind words on my birthday! :]

alright so yeahhh.
i am kind of sick of my english teacher.
i flipped out on him on friday, and i was being a bitch to him today.
i just want to get the hell out of his class.
i'm gonna fail, and i'm not okay with that. :/
my parents just don't understand that he is NOT a nice guy. he talks about him self way too much, as if we really give a shit.
he thinks everyone should know everything.
he laughs at people when they don't know it.
he doesn't give you the time to breathe in before you answer a question.
and he just gives way too much work! i cannot stand him!
i'm not gonna take the blame for failing.
because i'm a retard, and no matter what i do, i'm not gonna finish his asignments because i can't handle the stress.
my life would be easier if mr. castillo wasn't my teacher...

but anyways. i'm not gonna keep that going, because i'm already too mad.

so friday is we the kings the academy is.. and hey monday.
i'm really stoked, because i know all of the songs by we the kings, and most of the songs by hey monday.
i freaking love we the kings. if i don't get to meet them i'm gonna cry, just like at warped tour. :/

i'm for sure meating hey monday, and they are gonna sign my ticket, plus some other stuff.
me and nicole are both gonna get pictures with them, finally, she is getting a picture with a band by herself...

this is sort of going to be like july 20th, minus the prank calling, taylor and alexa, and danger radio.
three bands i like plus one of my all time favorites.
that's what i mean, ahaha.

i'm gonna be 16 in two days, can you believe it?
it sucks major balls.
i don't wanna be a grandmotherr! :/

but i guess i can't do anything else but get older or kill myself.
and i'm just not gonna kill myself. aha.

oh, and i'm not going to home coming, just incase you're wondering.
the title is a lyric from hey monday.

alright, so it's been a week since i saw panic at the disco.

i would have to say it was one of the most amazing shows i've been to.

i really didn't think panic at the disco would be entertaining at all.

but they were AMAZING.

last time i left halfway through their set because i was so bored.

before the show taylor, alexa, and i just hung out there.

and i went into the sports arena during the cab's soundcheck and met some pretty awesome people.

i was so close to meeting marshall from the cab, but i failed... i was so sad!

zack was an ass hole to me about the cab. :/

he hates them, and i'm not okay with that.

during the meet n greet we waited backstage, in this hot smelly room.

we waited for like 45 minutes.

but in the time we were waiting. the beautiful alex deleon from the cab just randomly showed up.

i was sort of the only one talking to him.

everyone else was either recording it, or being bitches and just staring at him.

he's soo amazing, i can't believe i met himmmm.

i took about a two second video of him by mistake.

i tried to get a picture of him, but my camera was still on movie mode.

when panic at the disco finally got their asses in that icky room, it was just amazing.

i gave them glow bracelets, and brendon remembered taylors fish, and said "i love taylor kamery"

the cab was amazing, like, realllyyyy amazing.

i'm officially going to every show the cab does from now on.

i don't care if it's on a school night or not.

i honestly think they're really freaking good.

panic at the disco was amazing as well.

brendon wore my glow stick the whole time.

it was amazingg!

they did so goooood!

after the show, i went to go meet the cab, and i only met ian.

i could have met them all but i didn't really feel like it.

they'll be back. haha.

so anyways, i'm gonna stop this blog now.

byeee.

i'm going to panic at the disco tomorrow.
i'm stoked as hell mann!
i finally get to be in ryan ross's beautiful presence!

so yeahh, and among the storm tonight.
thank god my brother isn't taking me at 11am.
i did NOTTT wanna be stuck in the epicenter for 9 un needed hours.

i wanted to go to hot topic today, but i don't see that happening.. but it's all good.

and yeah, danger radio answered my questions on their question video.
i was exited!

so that's TWO interviews that they answered my questions.

but this one is by them, so it's wayyy better.

i think i like buzznet a lot, it's cool cause i can write blogs and not have to worry about that stupid myspace drama, where people critisize EVERYTHING YOU SAY. >:O

ahaha. i'm listening to metro station right now.
i just got done with listening to the academy is..
i'm seeing them with we the kings on the 17th, it's gonna be pretty fun actually.

well, i'm done babbling.
baiiiiii!

okay so.
it's oficially one month into the school year.
and so far i've been doing well. other than mr castillo's class, but he's horrible so i'm just gonna fail. :/
other than english i have all A's znd B's!!
not too shabbyyy.
also, people here are really nice.
but don't get me wrong, i hate UC.
i'm just a negative person, you'll get used to it.

and i think it was monday, i heard jeffree stars new song with danger radio.
i as of now, like it. but at first i didn't.
and i told danger radio that they made a mistake and blah blah blah.
so jeffree commented ME and got all pissy with me. :/
i think it's actually pretty funny if i could say so myself. lol.

i also have some exiting news..
so i'm going to see panic at the disco and the cab this sunday right?
and yesturday i get a comment from my friend on myspace asking if i am a member of northern downpour.

so i immediatly check the site, and i was on the list of meet n greets! :]
it's really great, but i feel bad for Taylor, cause he's a better fan than i am.
i'm gonna give HIM the signed item no matter what he says!

i'll just have all of the members of the cab sign my ticket, i'd be good with that.

but anyways, i have an exam in biology tomorrow, and i've taken a 30 minute break from studying.
i feel i deserve it, since i got 114% on my packet i don't think i will need to study that much.
but since i'm failing english for sure, i'd just like to keep all my other grades good.
hopefully that would make up for the lost gpa points.

okay, so. i think i'm about 10 minutes into my break.
i would love to use it wisely. :]

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